Last week, my daughter went to treatment with me. This week, my youngest son was going to stay with me. BUT…. my white blood cells were too low again so I got a shot to boost them. I’m going back tomorrow to redo my labs. Then, depending on the results, it will either be another shot or my chemo.

It is incredibly frustrating to have to pause treatment. Every day that this is put off is another day longer tacked on to the end. I just want it to be done. The hard part is that, even if I do everything I’m supposed to do, there is still a chance that I won’t be done at the end of it. The cancer might not be 100% gone. It might come back. There is just no certainty and that’s hard.