Feeling a little lost this morning. I woke up early to take a shower. Usually, I shower at night to avoid wet hair in the morning. That isn’t a problem anymore… The last couple of days have been really bad, but I need to get up and get my butt to work. The bills are a constant worry. I’m still tired and my face is really puffy. My rash feels worse today. At least I’m not as nauseous.

The physical problems are only part of it. I’m feeling very emotional this morning. There is a lot of guilt because of the strain that this is putting on my family. There is so much that needs to be done around the house – things that I usually do myself. My purpose for the last 28+ years has been to make things as easy as possible for them. And now, I feel like a burden. It sucks.